Friday's coming soon

 Friday is coming soon and I'm afraid to go home . Home is Nuevo Laredo Mexico.  On March 2012 I was picked up by cartel members  and beaten and left to die. I was thrown next to the bravo river that divides Mexico and the US. I was found dy the  Mexican marines a day and a half later. They don't like H addicts. Who ever  is distributing or consuming you will be killed and dismembered. I think maybe the people who did this to me may be dead, but I'm not sure. Two weeks ago I was going down my street and this guy saw me and got up fast and took pictures of my truck and plates. ARE THEY LOOKING FOR ME. It's  torture standing and watching my windows all night crossing my fingers hoping that my family and I aren't next. The day before yesterday two entire family's were murdered for nothing, babies were slaughtered. I'm so afriad one day I get home and not find my family alive. I live in fear. What a why to live.